The month today

I am one month into my job yet I don't feel that my life has really changed much, perhaps except for having to deal with back to back relatively early nights(1am) and abnormally earlier mornings at 745am(I'm used to waking up just before noon). Not that I had a far fetched expectation of an emotional reward a month ago, but other than the joy of receiving my paycheck, this job has not added any significant value to my life thus far. Indeed, there is also something unusually wrong when every week seems to be like the other. Sometimes, I feel that I should take active steps to enchance and vary the following week or forseeable future by drawing up plans with out of this world activities that I must follow. On other occasions, I'm rather content with this standstill and can't be bothered to do anything, which of course eventually leaves me irritated because I hate looking back to only discover weeks devoid of meaning and direction to have conveniently whiled away like that. Somehow, I prefer living a life which strays from fact as reality is sometimes boring, and veer towards fiction(not necessarily fairy tale like) where most people, bar myself, are convinced can only remain as a product of ones fertile imagination. I believe that I'm not the only one faced with this problem as everyone would surely get fed up with remaining at their current state, in every and any aspect of their lives, one day. Fortunately, I am able to keep myself entertained in many ways; for example doing inane stuff at work such as modifying another colleagues resume or reference letter just for fun. The best part of it all is that I somehow always mysteriously manage to laugh at jokes I make to myself. Hmmmmmmm it's funny huh?

Let me give you an example:

Original Ref Letter: Dinna has proven herself to show high intellectual ability through the way she dealt with her assigned tasks.

My Remix: Dinna has proven herself to show high intellectual ability, probably at a level between a rat and chimp(it's not bad considering they're the genetically closest species to the human), through the way she dealt with her assigned tasks by pushing the buck.

I died laughing uncontrollably.

For the record, Dinna was one helluva cockup staff who got sacked for doing everything wrong and I hadda clear up her mess. The only thing she did right, if this even qualifies, was leaving her reference letter behind for me to make a bigger mockery of! Haha
-Kenneth Wong