i've always been a dreamer
i've had my head among the clouds
now that i'm coming down
would you be my solid ground?
-'Sway', performed by The Perishers
Do not mistake me for being superstitious. I know I listened to this song on repeat while writing a satisfactory essay but that is not the reason why I'm doing so now. Although it is rather depressing, I have no idea why I like this song so much. You have no idea how much I like it; I have been listening to it throughout the night, and it was not an mp3 on repeat, but a clip on youtube. Do not ask me why I like it alot as I cannot put a finger to any reason. Maybe it's the parastic melody, perhaps it's because I can identify with parts of it, especially those lines above. Whatever it is, the reason why I made this post is because I want someone to send me the mp3. My laptop krashed in big style and I lost all my songs. Moreoever, my ipod battery died and it cannot be rekindled. Also, I cannot install any download programs on this computer since it belongs to my dad.
This is an official 'save my index finger from callouses' campaign.
-Kendaman
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
I'm Having Trouble Sleeping..
As this title suggests, I haven't been able to sleep for more than 3 hours since returning from a very scrumptious dinner. This is not to forget that I've only slept for 4 hours the day before. This has got nothing to do with jet lag or the cold i'm suffering from. Instead, I am engrossed with my work, and this has stood between myself and my slumber. Understandably, in light of my apathetic and half hearted attempts at this discipline, I don't think you'd even entertain the possibility of a change of heart.
However, in case you all are not aware, this negative attitude has radically changed. In addition to avoiding a 2nd lower grade, I have been very motivated to atone for the academic futility of my past 2.5 years. Recently, this desire has been translated into 2 weeks of sheer hard work as I endeavoured to craft my final year project. Fuelled by nothing but the will to survive, I have slept for few hours per day and did not eat until I was done with my work, which was usually around 2am. Although this was scary, it was nevertheless necessary to attain my objectives since I was pressed for time. I needed a first class to save my degree, of which I had no idea how to do that. All I knew was that I'd to find a way, somehow. As such, I constantly ruminated on my material and hoped that a flash of brilliance would save me. All I really wanted was to be back in the game.
My glimmer of hope arrived when I received my 2 other results. The fact that they weren't horrible uplifted my spirits and made me even more determined to attain outstanding academic excellence. At that time, I knew I had no choice but to craft the essays of my lifetime. This entailed trawling through and perusing multiple academic sources, not because I was crazy, but only because I wanted to select the best evidence to help my case. Furthermore, my heart would never be at ease until I became satisfied with my arguments. This is because I hate and scorn mediocre arguments. In essence, my brain would never stop thinking until a good argument arrives. This explains why I have not been able to sleep so far. I have been totally, completely immersed in the law and my work, and I don't see this trait ceasing until all my exams are over. As I have experienced, giving it my all requires so much more effort than making empty promises.
However, in case you all are not aware, this negative attitude has radically changed. In addition to avoiding a 2nd lower grade, I have been very motivated to atone for the academic futility of my past 2.5 years. Recently, this desire has been translated into 2 weeks of sheer hard work as I endeavoured to craft my final year project. Fuelled by nothing but the will to survive, I have slept for few hours per day and did not eat until I was done with my work, which was usually around 2am. Although this was scary, it was nevertheless necessary to attain my objectives since I was pressed for time. I needed a first class to save my degree, of which I had no idea how to do that. All I knew was that I'd to find a way, somehow. As such, I constantly ruminated on my material and hoped that a flash of brilliance would save me. All I really wanted was to be back in the game.
My glimmer of hope arrived when I received my 2 other results. The fact that they weren't horrible uplifted my spirits and made me even more determined to attain outstanding academic excellence. At that time, I knew I had no choice but to craft the essays of my lifetime. This entailed trawling through and perusing multiple academic sources, not because I was crazy, but only because I wanted to select the best evidence to help my case. Furthermore, my heart would never be at ease until I became satisfied with my arguments. This is because I hate and scorn mediocre arguments. In essence, my brain would never stop thinking until a good argument arrives. This explains why I have not been able to sleep so far. I have been totally, completely immersed in the law and my work, and I don't see this trait ceasing until all my exams are over. As I have experienced, giving it my all requires so much more effort than making empty promises.
This time, believe me when I say I shall make it. I do not know what the law means to you (if you're studying this course) but it surely means something to me. To live and breathe the law is something I've never felt before, but today, it is hypnotically captivating. I even feel very privileged to have my essays marked and read by established academics like my professors at school. Hence, at least someone in an esteemed position will consider my views. This is unlike legal practice, where the judiciary and executive are understandably more resistant to new ideas, especially when they are voiced by junior lawyers. Worse still, one may not even have the appropriate opportunity to speak. Therefore, I am very thankful to be in this position right now, even though I am merely a law student. I fear saying this but I want to be a somebody someday, and i am going to be assisted with this black suit, tie and white piece of paper.
-Kendaman
Friday, March 20, 2009
"I gotta get paid," Well hey, well that's the way it is
No matter what it may take, no matter how uncertain the world may be, somehow, I shall find a way to get what I want. More importantly, I shall get what I want.
-Kenda'motivated'man
-Kenda'motivated'man
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Some thoughts..
Dear Amigos
I am in the middle of my final year project on private equity. Now that I have corrected some structural defects, my essay seems to be back on track. In this intermission I intend to share some of my thoughts on this topic with you guys.
Well to start the current private equity regime is fraught with various problems. This has raised concerns for various stakeholders such as investors in private equity firms as well as society. Therefore these motherfuckers essentially campaign for this framework to be regulated. These regulations essentially require disclosure of financial information, data collection methods, investment tactics, corporate structure details, etc. At the moment there are no regulations but should there be?
I am not particularly fond of regulations because they contradict the very basis of privacy. Certainly this concept is inextricably linked with the term 'private equity' itself. Secrecy is the very reason why this investment vehicle can operate in the first place and any breaches will impinge on the efficacy of this arrangement. Apart from the obvious consequences (i.e profit loss) on private equity firms, there is a wider problem which undermines a fundamental tenet of my beliefs. This has to deal with the spirit of entrepreneurship.
Every motherfucker on this planet wants to have a shot at success. Think about the aspiring rapper roaming the streets of the bronx and the struggling student sweating over his A Levels. Such ordinary people are the ones who have devised this investment strategy to help them hop from rags to riches. These people epitomize innovation so why stifle them? Instead we should celebrate and honor their efforts.
Yet this is not the case because people are selfish. While this is not a fundamentally immoral concept it is what drives the movement for regulations. Investors in private equity firms simply want more data to assess their chances and limit any potential consequences involved. Society is no better. Most arguments base their strengths on the 'profound' effects on the vox populi. It is true that in life nobody wants to suffer and will do whatever it takes to avoid that. However this view is extremely biased. I'm pretty sure that if one of these plebians strike it rich as a private equity entrepreneur they would keep their mouths shut.
Well yeah what i mean to say is that the world can sometimes be unkind to the pursuits of mankind. I do not like that. Even though such goals are inherently self centered, at least they are worthy of intellectual admiration. The private equity framework is simply a brilliant and stunning product of the human race. I hope that we can emulate such heros and demolish the ever bolstering stronghold of wealth protectionism in this age. Let us do what it takes, within moral limits, to achieve that goal amigos.
On a totally unrelated note... i thought that my topic was havoc since it analyzes the impact of these investments on football... but i've thought of something even more havoc... the implications of such investments in the porn industry on society. hahaha
-kendaman
I am in the middle of my final year project on private equity. Now that I have corrected some structural defects, my essay seems to be back on track. In this intermission I intend to share some of my thoughts on this topic with you guys.
Well to start the current private equity regime is fraught with various problems. This has raised concerns for various stakeholders such as investors in private equity firms as well as society. Therefore these motherfuckers essentially campaign for this framework to be regulated. These regulations essentially require disclosure of financial information, data collection methods, investment tactics, corporate structure details, etc. At the moment there are no regulations but should there be?
I am not particularly fond of regulations because they contradict the very basis of privacy. Certainly this concept is inextricably linked with the term 'private equity' itself. Secrecy is the very reason why this investment vehicle can operate in the first place and any breaches will impinge on the efficacy of this arrangement. Apart from the obvious consequences (i.e profit loss) on private equity firms, there is a wider problem which undermines a fundamental tenet of my beliefs. This has to deal with the spirit of entrepreneurship.
Every motherfucker on this planet wants to have a shot at success. Think about the aspiring rapper roaming the streets of the bronx and the struggling student sweating over his A Levels. Such ordinary people are the ones who have devised this investment strategy to help them hop from rags to riches. These people epitomize innovation so why stifle them? Instead we should celebrate and honor their efforts.
Yet this is not the case because people are selfish. While this is not a fundamentally immoral concept it is what drives the movement for regulations. Investors in private equity firms simply want more data to assess their chances and limit any potential consequences involved. Society is no better. Most arguments base their strengths on the 'profound' effects on the vox populi. It is true that in life nobody wants to suffer and will do whatever it takes to avoid that. However this view is extremely biased. I'm pretty sure that if one of these plebians strike it rich as a private equity entrepreneur they would keep their mouths shut.
Well yeah what i mean to say is that the world can sometimes be unkind to the pursuits of mankind. I do not like that. Even though such goals are inherently self centered, at least they are worthy of intellectual admiration. The private equity framework is simply a brilliant and stunning product of the human race. I hope that we can emulate such heros and demolish the ever bolstering stronghold of wealth protectionism in this age. Let us do what it takes, within moral limits, to achieve that goal amigos.
On a totally unrelated note... i thought that my topic was havoc since it analyzes the impact of these investments on football... but i've thought of something even more havoc... the implications of such investments in the porn industry on society. hahaha
-kendaman
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Feast Your Eyes
Whats up homies. Take a look at what i'm really hoping will be my next laptop but most probably will never be. http://www.electronista.com/articles/09/03/03/asus.vx5.with.1tb.ssd/
Luke
Luke
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